2018 plz be good to me... yes, i went for interview last month. At Sarawak Energy. Just the day before i went to KL for NHAM. The only day im free. Just back from Penang on Monday, then tuesday working as usual. But need to go to sgh to settle thing. Not enough time to study n prepare for interview. But, Alhamdulillah... everything goes well. Really hoping for good news from them. And yes, until now still hoping. Before went for interview, i ask everyone who close with me, pray the best for me. Pray i get that job. And yes guys, keep praying for me... i really want to leave that place. Im struggling there..😔 I just cant wait to leave that place. Forget everything, and start a new life. Too many bad memories there... yes.... im willing to leave everything that i love there. I just want my happiness back.. i love my job... i love my boss... i love my friend. But i love myself more... so that my decision... leave that place.... Ya Allah..sesungguhnya engkau maha pemurah... lagi maha p
Ya... a year... so many thing happened. I can say, i am a bit stronger. still crying, but not like before. Faza hanya menangis di depan Allah sahaja. That what i always pray for. Biar kuat depan manusia, dan rebah di depan Allah sahaja. Dan Allah makbulkan doa itu. I can see, the reason behind everything happened. Sedikit demi sedikit Allah tunjukkan hikmah di sebalik semua yang berlaku. Alhamdulillah... Terima kasih Allah kerana sentiasa melindungi hambaMu ini. Sakit? Its still there. Not easy to forget everything. Forgive but not forget. Let time decide everything. Its hurt, really hurt. To see him everyday. How you try to avoid him, but he still there. Hanging around your workplace. looking for my attention? Nope.. it wont work dude. tawar hati. One thing i noticed, since berik balit all the gifts yg nya berik, he never show his face at my workplace area. Terasa? Who cares now? Dont bother at all. I dont want to keep it. You like it or not, its up to you. The most importan