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Yes... it has been 93 days... And Faza still like this!!! Now i know my weakness Im a strong person before A strong kakak for her adik adik thalas But when it comes to love or being hurt, Faza jadi selemah2 insan...😢 Yup... im now a bit protective.. I can say... sombong...ya... for my own sake.. I just want to protect my heart From being hurt again Once is enough I dont care of orang anggap Faza sombong now Back to normal Just like what i do before Overprotected my heart For this while... i really take care of my heart Im not letting people hurt it.. not even touch it But once i let people touch it... they hurt it... until it broken into pieces... 😢 I need to recover it back... ' Bukan sombong... tapi menjaga.. Menjaga daripada terjatuh pada yang salah '.. Ya... i should hold to this now... sombong... sebab x nak terjatuh pd org salah... it happened before.. so i'll make sure its not going to be happen again... Lesson to be learn...

Yup...it had been 90 days. What can i say is that, im stronger but still not strong enough. I can hide it in front of everyone. But not in front of Allah.. i'll cry...again...and again.... its not easy..😢 But i know i can do it. Sebab Allah xkan turunkan ujian ini andai aku x mampu untuk mengharunginya. What i need to do is to stay strong. Still not talking to him. I cant be hipocrite. Pretend to be happy and talk like usual with him. NOPE!!! Definitely not going to be happen. I do what I think the best of me. To me, he is nobody now. Someone that i just know recently. Trying my best to forget all the memories that we had before. Ya... i cant trust myself when it involve heart n feeling. Hati manusia itu Allah boleh bolak balik kan. What im worried is that, the feeling come back again. Things that i trying to avoid to be happen. Biar sakit sekarang, jangan sakit buat kali kedua. Lesson to learn, choose wisely and dont simply trust people. Yes, admit that i have trust ...