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Syukur Alhamdulillah... only that i can say.. Received phone call from Zanel yesterday, quite suprise bila nangga nama nya keluar kt phone.. Mula-mula wondering maybe mama kot!!.. Then mama bagitau ada orang nak cakap. Guess what?? It's Zanel.. Sooooo happy.. Paling best, Zanel ingat lagik nama akak nya tok.. Kak Faza..hahaha.. Zanel dah boleh kelaka, recognize some people (include me!!!=) ) and maybe discharge this week.  Still remember first time jumpanya time masih unconscious. Look very terrible. Wayar here and there. Line sia sitok jak. Sampe kt leher pun ada juak. Setiap kali ngabas nya, setiap kali ya lah juak ngagis. Mama gik senyum nangga..hehehe.. 6 hari kt KL, 2 kali jak ngabasnya. Weekend nang x pergi, sebab tauk confirm banyak yang ngabasnya. So, just pergi weekday. One day before balit, ngabasnya, look better compare 1st time ngga nya.. Dah sedar, tapi masih khayal. Ya pun dah syukur gilak2, coz Prof Syed mdh, mun boleh sedar before hari Isnin. So, Ahad mal...

Very shocked!!! Baru last weekend dia buat kem, then yesterday dapat tahu, dia koma..Mcm x percaya jak.. But, be honest, gambar time kat kem, muka nya nampak very tired. As a sister, i always hope the best for him. Ya Allah, Kau sembuhkan lah dia Ya Allah.  Last nite, rasa x mauk jak dengar bunyi hp.. Fobia.. takut received bad news. 10pm sumthing Khairul msg me, inform Zanel dah xda. Me? dah terdiam, shaking..want to cry, no emotion, airmata mcm x dpt nak keluar, sebab terkejut. 10 minit later, baruk keluar airmata. Can't stop anymore. Sedekah Al Fatihah, n baca yassin. 11 sumthing Adda whatapps me, "Kak!! Zanel selamat!!!" I was so happy...syukur Ya Allah.. Tapi currently, Zanel masih unconscious. Bangunlan Zanel!!!! Jangan tidur lama sangat.. We all sayang Zanel!! Kita dah janji nak pergi Abu Dhabi sama2...:'(... Ya Allah, Kau lindungilah adikku Zanel, dan berikanlah kesembuhan kepadanya.. Amin..Amin... Ya Rabalalamin.... Be strong Zanel..  akak ...

KL ....i'm coming!!!! Tapi x best, my niece x pergi sekali. Usually, we all pergi sekali.. But tis year, no cheap flight from Miri to KL.. so only my sis n i will go. Another boring part is, my elder bro, Qusz also come back to Kuching...~sigh~ so good :-/... Then? what i'm going to do??? Luckily my BFF, Fizah also at KL...  Not sure, where we'll go this time. No plan at all... sikda mood nak pg, plus my niece balit Kch, but i'm not around..Wuaaaa..cancel flight blh x??? or change flight??? ngehngeh... For sure, i can't spend a lot this time. Need to save money for Abu Dhabi... Really hope can go. But the problem is, so far yang sanggup nak pergi only Zanel n me. Mama pun dah surrender juak. Adda n Khairul lagik lah, awl2 dah surrender... Wahai STS, plz be good with me!!! Sponsor please!!!! TIF, bermurah hati lah sikit, bagi sponsorship lah lagi..We all mmg nakkkkkk sangat pergi... =)...Hopefully, dimurahkan rezeki, we all (Antalya team..;p) dapat pergi l...

Al Fatihah buat Allahyarham Razali Lantai..Another thalassaemic passed away.. Sedih, coz i know him.. Still remember how i teach him to inject Desferal himself first time, i think 4 years ago.. Very shy person..last sekali jumpanya last year March, during thalassaemia clinic, Miri-Limbang-Lawas.. Not sure cause of death. Terlupa nak tanya Misi Yong. Maybe iron overload, hypersplenism, cardiac failure, etc...Yang pasti nya start iron chelation quite late. Se. Ferritin pun tinggi juak. So, dunno which one nya pun reason. Yang pergi tetap pergi. Yang hidup perlu teruskan kehidupan. Walaupun bila dengar this kind of news reallyy make me down..but life must goes on... mcm yang selalu aku padah bila berik talk...no matter what happen in our life, life must goes on.... Al Fatihah...

Monday, 21st Januari 2013 dikejutkan dengan satu lagi berita menyedihkan.. Another lost..=(..Seorang lagi adik thala meninggal. Saidi a.k.a Tongkat Ali passed away.. Sedih gilak2.. Maybe i know him personally. Pernah berjumpa and selalu chat kat FB dengan nya.. Very friendly person. Suka bertanya.. Last sekali jumpanya masa Lunheon with Minister kat Seri Pacific Hotel, May 2012. Nya ada madah, nya nak balik Sabah end of 2012. And yes, nya passed away pun kat Sabah. I dunno what cause of death.. X mauk tanyak dolok ngan member kat Sabah. Semua gik bersedih.. So, let cool for a while, then baruk boleh tanyak. Aku buka balik history chat kamek dua.. Nya ada mention yang nya selalu low on platelet and takut mun bleeding. Not sure if ya sebab nya or not. Will find out later.  Jarang jumpanya, but terasa bila kehilangannya.. Can't imagine macam ne ngan member2 rapatnya kat Sabah.. Alhamdulillah, my friend semua gik sihat walafiat...Plz keep pumping my dear friend!!! I luv u all......

Oh my!!!!! what a bad day!!! Keta aku blm sebulan lgk, dah knk langgar..huhuhu....rasa nak nangis...nope bukan nak nangis..mmg dah nangis pun..Nsb kat ofis.. so blh tahan lagik. mun kat rmh mmg dah kembang mata..sob..sob... If my dad tahu, habis!!! i'm dead!!!! BTW, it's not my fault. Obviously not my fault. Sbb only have 2 lane, and suddently tat car menyelit sebelah kiri keta..dah lah dkt gila. mau nya x knk langgar.. so, semi parah.. Scratch and kemek and left door at passenger side x dapat di buka..sggh sadis di pagi hari. this kind of thing make me scared and worried nak drive. especially when @roundabout. before this, aku mmg fobia dgn roundabout. and now, this thing happened. Makin lah aku takut dgn roundabout. But i have to to go though that area everyday... No option. Ssh bila kita dah careful, tapi org lain sukati jak drive.  Setiap kali nangga kereta, mesti nangis... Sedih giler wei!!!! Baru 3 minggu. Gik berbau keta baru gik ya...huhuhu... Faza plz be strong!!! S...

Pejam celik pejam celik..dah dkt nak setahun I Club Miri... Last year we all pergi on March, and this year we all buat awal sikit. Last year pun lagik best sebab rami yang pergi, 12 of us...So, lagi meriah compare with this year, aku sorang je...huhuhu.. Sekejap gilak jumpa my adik2 thala..Lbh kurang 3 jam jak...Hopefully STS plan nak plh motivation camp this year menjadi.. So blh jumpa Miri patient lmk ckit.. And of coz i miss my thala fellows from Limbang and Lawas as well...=) So just a few photo taken during I Club.. My session mcm biasa...kasi enjin saja,..hahhaa...But i use slide presentation this time and of coz x lupa my video presentation..=)... Loke, haiyaaaa... not helping at all.. Maybe  1st time give talk, so still blur and don't know what to share. About 5 -10 minutes only he gv talk. Ya pun Dr Najib yg byk brk soalan. Then my turn, mcm biasa, half an hour. Dr Najib pdh mun lebih pun x kisah..hahaha...  Loke pun feritin, 500+ only.. Ok..saya x puas hati..nak m...