Satu lagi kehilangan.. :'(

Monday, 21st Januari 2013 dikejutkan dengan satu lagi berita menyedihkan.. Another lost..=(..Seorang lagi adik thala meninggal. Saidi a.k.a Tongkat Ali passed away.. Sedih gilak2.. Maybe i know him personally. Pernah berjumpa and selalu chat kat FB dengan nya.. Very friendly person. Suka bertanya.. Last sekali jumpanya masa Lunheon with Minister kat Seri Pacific Hotel, May 2012. Nya ada madah, nya nak balik Sabah end of 2012. And yes, nya passed away pun kat Sabah.

I dunno what cause of death.. X mauk tanyak dolok ngan member kat Sabah. Semua gik bersedih.. So, let cool for a while, then baruk boleh tanyak. Aku buka balik history chat kamek dua.. Nya ada mention yang nya selalu low on platelet and takut mun bleeding. Not sure if ya sebab nya or not. Will find out later.

Jarang jumpanya, but terasa bila kehilangannya.. Can't imagine macam ne ngan member2 rapatnya kat Sabah.. Alhamdulillah, my friend semua gik sihat walafiat...Plz keep pumping my dear friend!!! I luv u all... X sanggup nak kehilangan adik2 thala lagik.. So, be compliance and yang paling penting ADHERENCE!!!

last jumpa nya (middle)

R.I.P Saidi a.k.a Tongkat Ali..:'(

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