#weekendgateaway

Weekend gateaway at Lundu... spent my weekend with Khairul, sister and Kak Ju families. Yaaaa .... i need to go away and release everything in my minds.
Jiwa masih kacau... I hate it!!!! Still thinking of him... damn!!!
November....someone birthday... really want to wish him. But... i really cant remember his exactly date of birth...mmmm.... sign that Allah dah bantu aku lupakan dia kot!!! LoL... and then, semua mcm x dipermudahkan. Nak confirmation frm Mascara list, my list dkt laptop not up to date . nak tanyak Ain... mri case cancel.. too obvious, Allah x restui apa yang aku nak polah... so just forget it!!!
Ok... forget about him for a while.. Guess who i met?? Yusuf Roy!!!! Hahaha... it has been almost 15 years i never meet him. Since we leaving St Joseph... lama sih!!! But good thing about him, he still friendly like before... not like that guys.. anak orang kaya tu!!!
This month gonna be a busy month for me... almost every week i fly.. to kl... to miri... and then...run...and run... only available at the end of month... yaaaa... this the way for me to forgot everything...
Ya Allah... kau berilah petunjuk jalan terbaik yang haru aku pilih dan permudahkanlah segala urusan ku Ya Allah...

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Me @ SiNgApOrE..

Day 1 @ Singapore Sampe2 jak trs ngaro Bugis Street..My fav place @ Singapore for shopping.. Day 2 @ Singapore Hari yg ditunggu2...Sentosa i'm coming... 1st, singgah kt Beach Station..yup SILOSO Beach...bring me back old memories with my thala frens, 5 years ago..such a wonderful memory.. Then....Universal Studio Singapore a.k.a USS..Finally, i'm here..=)..Berbaloi rasanya spend RM 150 for the ticket. Pose wajib dpn globe..hehehe My fav chocolate..Hershey's Shrek Home Sweet Home Far Far Away Castle luv tis..^-^ Police Academy Entah sapa2 pun fame of star tok..hehehe I'm @ Hollywood..;p wit Shrek & Princess Fiona...nang kacak Fiona .. Shrek Pond Finally, i went to tis place..Entah brp kali dah pg Singapore, x juak sampe2 kt ctok Really luv tis structure... "One Fullerton' Sempat gik ambik gmbr tok time kt escalator..hehehe Our early dinner @ Changi ..cost $ 11.. End of my journey f...

Day 4 @ Bangkok - 3rd day of 1st Pan Asian Conference on Haemoglobinopathies

Finally, last day @ Bangkok.. A lots of sweet memories... Jumpa Noah & Suchada, really miss both of them. Met Ayuputrasih, Iman, Demetrious, and of coz Prof Vip...=).. Rasa sedih & sayu plak nak tinggalkan bumi Bangkok.. It's not easy to meet all of them. Have to wait another conference, then we can meet again..Abu Dhabi?? hahahaha...mesti mahal nya pun cost of travelling.. Airfares, accommodation, registration..huhuhu..dpt nak kah pergi..Unless ada org yg sponsor..;p.. Like usually, by 7am dah prepare nak check out. All luggage mbak skali.. tapi sayang miss some of the talk.. What to do, our flight 3pm.. Have to move earlier. By 11.30am, we all dah cabut.. Smpt tea sekejap, ambik gambar dgn Uncle Muktaris & family, Demetrious (kekasih gelapku, menurut Zanel, x puas hati la ya bila Demetris knl aku..hahahah), of coz Noah & Ayu..Tp sayang, x sempat nak bergambar dengan Suchada..Busy btl minah tu, assistant Prof Vip la katakan.. yup, x lupa ambik gambar dgn...

Days 120

Yes...it had been 120 days a.k.a 4 months. getting stronger but still not strong enough. Sometimes i still crying. I dont know why it really difficult to forget him. almost everyday, i think about him. I trying my best to forget him.. yes...i struggle a lots..😢 But i know there is a reason behind this.. try to think positive. Redha dengan segalanya. Terima segala perancangan Allah. Allah know what the best for me. Always keep that in my mind. Everyday after solat, alway pray that i can forget him. Forget all the memories. Yaaa... maybe we work at same place, that why it a bit difficult. But i know, i can do it. Ya.. just trust Allah... that what im doing now. Yeaaa... im on vacation... long holiday... dont have to see his face.. glad for that!!! Harap semua berjalan lancar dan selamat pergi, selamat sampai... Ya Allah.. lindungilah dan jauhilah kami dari perkara buruk Ya Allah...Amin....

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