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Days 72

72 days....
and im still like this
oh my!!!! Faza!!!
until when????

 stop it Faza....
you have to do something

 Forget him
Forget all the memories
he's nothing now
none of my business 

 I know its difficult
its not easy
but you have to do it
no choice Faza

 There is a reason behind all of these
You know it....
so try to accept it...

 Every morning i wake soooo early...
SO... what else i do??
Tahajud..
but i think im a bit stronger now
I dont cry a lot during tahajud
not like before
but i cry a lots after isya...and during mengaji...
dunno why....:'(

 it takes time...
but i know, i can do it
lets time heal everything
i cant wait all of this over
im just tired with everything
im tired of crying
im tired of over thinking

 Ya Allah... give me strength please... :'(

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