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End of year, 2012

Alhamdulillah....last day of 2012.. Tomorrow will be a new year 2013.. A lots of thing happened this year. Travel pun banyak. Tapi over the sea, sekali jak..huhuhu.. sedihnya...It's ok, next year kita travel lagi...hehehe
Then gt new job with CRC. That one of my wishlist actually, be part of CRC. Now, i have new wish for 2013, be part of CRM...yess!!! Hopefully i can do it..=)..

 Another kehilangan..=(.. Ibby passed away on 30th Dec.. Baru jak kenal nya last May..Cause of death, Zanel padah, hati bernanah.. A little bit worried bila dengar cerita macam tok. Rasa macam x secure jak.. Anything can be happen. Kadang-kadang pelik, bila dengar my thala friend pass away, rasa sedih eventhough x kenal gilak dengan sidaknya. Maybe i know how they feel and then rasa sedih bila tahu yang cdaknya LOSE in this fight.. and thank Allah, we all still survive..Alhamdulillah.. I always hope x akan dengar any bad news happen to my thala fellows.. but i know it's impossible.. Hanya mampu berserah dan think positif. InsyaAllah, kami semua mampu bertahan..

2013....hope the best thing happen to me..Amin...

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