♥zazythalassaemicladies♥

y tis thing must happen 2 me??? yg suka kt aku, terlalu muda....then bila i like sum one, he oledi hv sum one else!!!hate tis feeling.....:x...i really hope can find sum one yg really like me, n so do i!!! tp knk susah glk....huhu..=(..To be frank, sumtimes i hope can be like other ppl, do wat they think rite...at least they tried.. but it was so difficult for me to do it..seeing my friend with their couple, make me think y i can't be like tat?? hv sum one who really luv and care abt me...but i noe i'll find him..but dunno when.. it really disappointed when u see the one tat u like oledi hd sum one else, n at the same time, u can see hw he really take care of his loved one...really2 disappointed...hw i wish i wz tat girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really hate bila org janji then broke their promise!!! mmg reason dia kukuh, but i really hate if i already plan for sumthing, and then they ask wait for them.. but at the end, they can't do it... rasa nak buat konfrontasi jak, or mogok or ignore jak cdak nya.. but i'm not tat kind of person.. :-(...mudah sgt nak maafkan org...i wish sumtimes i can say no to it!!!!!!!!!!!

Hi everyone... i'll give a little bit intro about myself.. why i call myself with zazythalassemic ladies? it's because i'm a thalassaemia patient. what is thalassaemia? it's a blood inherited disorder..if you want to know more about thalassaemia, just search www.thalassaemia.org.cy or just type thalassaemia on your search engine. i'm diagnose with thalassaemia at the age of 5 month and now i'm 27 years old. Can you imagine it???before that, i'm from Malaysia and of coz boleh bercakap bahasa melayu. like other patient, i do my regular blood transfusion, once a month..sakit? x lah..mcm gigit semut je..hehe..kalau dulu, time kecik-kecik, baru nampak bilik treatment dah macam orang histeria..now, boleh lepak kt treatment room..;p actually banyak lagik stories tentang my life as a thalassaemia patient...so, just wait...