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What a bad day!!!

Bad day... Bad month... That what i can say.. At first, mmg really excited invoved with my first health screening programme.. Unfortunately, it became, bad day for me... Event dah abis... Semua dah ready nak balit... Suddenly, that stupid thing bumped into the table.. And that table gugok kt atas kaki. At first,gik ok..Siap blh tolong angkat balit table... Then, i felt something... It's really2 hurt... Angkat kain... Oh my!! Kakiku.... Injured habis...nampak segala isi.. Luckily im with medical team.. So mmg cekap dan cepat.. At the end, ended with 8 egik jahit, 3 hari+ 2 hari mc....
But it's not end there.... Hari ke4 mc, i found small blister at my face... Suspect chicken pox because the day before, gt body pain for the whole body.. Went to gp.. Confirmed chicken pox.. So mc entended another 3 days.. So total up, my mc 8 days and that make my working day for august only 5 days.. Ya baruk cuti raya!!
After a week,buka jahit... But infected.. So, kenak balut lagik for a few days... Now, still like that.. But Dr Hanim ask to continue dressing at pjhus day care... Hopefully getting better. 
Be honest, im quite worried with my own condition. Plus Dr Chew n Dr Ong didnt know about it. They only knew im having chicken pox. So, hope the best for myself and fully recover before im going to Sabah for Thalassaemia Camp..

                                                  
This is just after the stitched....

                                                   
Lipan... Still fresh


                                                   
 After buka jahit... But gt infection. So plu balut lagik

                                                   

                                                         














This one... Jahit dah buka and boleh exposed..But still kenak plh dressing...

Went to Med Day Care for blood transfusion.. Found out my platelet a bit high, 1009.. Usually 600-800. Dr Yong said it because of infection. She ask Dr Chew, and as i expected, start on Aspirin. But will come another 2 weeks to check my platelet count. Hopefully going back to normal.. all of this make me really worried!!! Really hope everything's going to be ok.. In Sya Allah...


Location: Heart Centre, Sarawak General Hospital

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