yupp..it's june already...so fast...buzy wit a lot of thing, until didn't realize it's mid of year...mmm... happy wit my life...travel a lot tis year...start wit Miri, KL, KK, Turkey, KL again n again and hopefully Bangkok...hope everything goes well as i plan.. wish me luck..=).. about Bangkok, *sigh*...seems like everthing, as usual rely on me...AGAIN...sumtimes, i really hope sumone else will take over my place, handle everything, from registration to airfares, info about the course.. this kind of thing, sumtimes make me really sick and tired. why they didn't want to learn and try to do it?? and why must depend on me???
72 days.... and im still like this oh my!!!! Faza!!! until when???? stop it Faza.... you have to do something Forget him Forget all the memories he's nothing now none of my business I know its difficult its not easy but you have to do it no choice Faza There is a reason behind all of these You know it.... so try to accept it... Every morning i wake soooo early... SO... what else i do?? Tahajud.. but i think im a bit stronger now I dont cry a lot during tahajud not like before but i cry a lots after isya...and during mengaji... dunno why....:'( it takes time... but i know, i can do it lets time heal everything i cant wait all of this over im just tired with everything im tired of crying im tired of over thinking Ya Allah... give me strength please... :'(
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