i tot it's going 2 b fun... cz she's here...but, it's not as wat i expected...1st, she broke her promise. although i noe it's not her fault..but still consider as broken p2p...hehe..y i said tat? bcoz it's seem hd been planned or i dun think it co incident.. she gt tat thing, as exactly as wat we really want..it make me really disappointed. 2nd thing, i dunno want to blame who!!!!!!!! y they owz keep doing the same thing!!!!!!!!!! i jz really want to say, plz understand my situation...... still hv 2 day of holiday, i dunno it's going to b fun or not..hopefully yes....
72 days.... and im still like this oh my!!!! Faza!!! until when???? stop it Faza.... you have to do something Forget him Forget all the memories he's nothing now none of my business I know its difficult its not easy but you have to do it no choice Faza There is a reason behind all of these You know it.... so try to accept it... Every morning i wake soooo early... SO... what else i do?? Tahajud.. but i think im a bit stronger now I dont cry a lot during tahajud not like before but i cry a lots after isya...and during mengaji... dunno why....:'( it takes time... but i know, i can do it lets time heal everything i cant wait all of this over im just tired with everything im tired of crying im tired of over thinking Ya Allah... give me strength please... :'(
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