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SLI...i dun want to mention her name...but, she's the one  tat owz object my ideas or opinion!!! but becoz of respect, i just keep in silent. although actually i really want to protest..but how??? the reason, owz same person..then if other people not interested n not willing to pay by their own, what to do!!! WE r the one tat owz support n take part in every activities or event ..so we deserved it wat??? at the end, if they need speaker, who else they will ask? ME...AGAIN...it owz back to me..a lot of adult patient tat can share their xperience..but at the end, they'll looking for me...life sumtimes complicated..because we r the one tat make it become complicated..

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